a day i will neva forget..
since the whole of yessterday was a total screw....
i was prolly hoping that at least todae would go well..
fair enough i had so much fun! sometimes i just feel
that everyone loves me so much..this feeling is wonderful..
anyway, this is how it went, gaya3 smsed me to ask
if i would want to follow her for her interview, and
i ended up going, telling my mum that, i was going for yoga
class.. ( like WTF)! haha.. brains of mine, fucking works at times
after going there, saw this another soul, lageesh.. and started
the real fun part.. we started talking away.. it went on and on..
but at the state and mind like i had, making a new fren, was
fucking not important but yup, then again, i think its ok!!
he was super funny man! i had a good laugh after what seemed
like hell. but well, the day ended as i wished as.. just love it..
somehow or rather kavitha, what u told me yesterday striked my
mind.. someone, ten years down the road will definitely regret...
but it would not be me, but you noe who.. although i miss him so
much, the fact that hurts me alot is that, all the while, for the past
7 months, i have actually loved a coward and a sadist who does not
care about feelings of others but himself... and also for that fact that
i have loved him and wanted to go against my parents for him..
well, i guess this feeling has to be there... hope i answered ur
question.. with all this..
இமைகளிலே கனவுகளை விதைத்தெனே,
ரகசியமாய் நீர் உத்திரி வளர்தேனே,
இந்த வெரும் காற்றிலே நான் விரல் மீட்டினேன்,
உன் கையோடு கை சேர தான்,
உன் உருவம் இல்லை,
என் நிழலும் இல்லை,
இனி என் காதல் தொலை தூரம் தான்,
நான் சாம்பல் ஆனாலும் என் காதல் வழுமே,
அந்த சாம்பல் மீதும் உனகாக சில பூக்கள் பூகுமே...